So, off I went and did the first .6 miles fairly easily but my lungs were burning and felt the force pulling me forward and down. Over the next 2.4 miles, I took it easy - one block walk followed by a 3 block run, etc. I actually felt like I had accomplished something. I may even be in better shape now than BPD (before PD). I am going to keep at it until I am able to run the entire 3 miles without falling or having a lung collapse. Call me a loon; I still hate running, but at least now I have a mission objective and I will accomplish it, or die trying. Hell, I will do anything to slow down the progression of PD and right now, vigorous exercise tops the list of my strategies.
My thanks to J of Grey Co----- for her inspirational email. Sixteen years into PD and J of Grey is still active at 67 with symptoms that are barely noticeable. She credits her drugs and her regular exercise.
"Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do.
So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails.
Explore. Dream. Discover."
Mark Twain's philosophy can, and should, apply to all people with PD. We are not under a death sentence. The condition is manageable and we don't want to leave life with any regrets. So get up off your sofa and exercise. It's like chicken soup for a cold - might not help, but it can't hurt.
I will keep on keeping on,still hating running (actually "jogging" is a better word or more accurately "very slow jogging") but I will hate it less in the dog days of summer and particularly in the tropical warmth of South Miami Beach next winter.
Hello again, wpgchap!
ReplyDeleteI felt compelled to write again to mention a couple of things. I'm not in the UK, but near Portland, Oregon. My excellent doctor/researcher is at OHSU. I'm so glad my message was encouraging -- unless you die running. Then the guilt will be great.
Also, I don't want to give the impression that I am a Superwoman. If you haven't snowshoed since your youth, as you say, you may not know how easy it is today. The new snowshoes are narrower than they used to be and so lightweight (aluminum, I think) that almost anyone can go over hills and vales with no difficulty.
I am currently catching up in your blog (end of 2011 now) and finding more commonalities. I, too, miss writing my poetry on real paper. Have you published? I have published a few things in the small press only. Second, you are the first pwp I've encountered who shared the strange swallowing phenomenon early in the disease. It happened to me in Italy -- a horrible time!
J of Grey Cottage