When PD first struck me, it did so with a vengeance. The pain of a leg cramp with your foot curling in and up is beyond description and all that time, I had the embarrassment of a visible hand tremor. Medication seemed to put those symptoms to bed but they were quickly followed by an excess of saliva and a slurring of words. Both went away. Next came by one encounter with festination, a purely negative experience. It has not bothered me since and my neurologist told me it might never happen again. For the past few weeks, I have been shuffling along and now that seems to have corrected itself. All I am left with is difficulty speaking - losing my train of thought, stumbling over words or forgetting them completely. I am hoping for a change in that problem too.
The symptoms seem to come and go and I don't know why. All I know is things are bound to change over time and eventually, I may suffer some or all of the symptoms of PD or maybe some clever person will find a cure. I remain positive that there will be changes for the better, but every so often, the condition throws a wrench into the works and a little negativity creeps in to disrupt my sunny disposition.
In the words of W.H. Audwn, "We all have these places where shy humiliations gambol on sunny afternoons."
If you are a victim, you must remember to accentuate the positive, eliminate the negative and latch on to the affimative. Don't mess with Mr. In Between.
Thus endeth today's sermon.
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